She is pregnant and using it against him. Using it to manipulate him. I only know so much of the hysterical craziness they have put each other through over the past 5 months, through out the past 3 years. Every party she goes to she explains the horrendous things he said to her. I do not doubt he said these things. I do not doubt she said many more that pushed him to the limit. She loves it. she loves the attention, the affection, the pity, the curiosity. He loves it. He loves the pscyhotic uneven love they balance on. ------------------------ I wanted no voice in it, no opinion. -------------------- When i drove to the clinic and saw her sitting there, slightly teary eyed with red cheeks, with couples and friends in the surrounding seats, concerned husbands, boyfriends and girlfriends, I could not help by picture myself sitting in that very chair. And a surge of hate and anger shivered down my back. Where is this fucker? Who the hell does he thing he is. I don't care how much bullshit she puts him through. You come here, you sit here, you pay half, you help her the next 24 hours and then you never talk to her again. Own up and be a man. And I saw him not long after, plans between us had been made a very long time ago. and he looked dejected, filed down. Broken. No he didn't want to talk about it. This was obvious. I didn't ask. I didn't push, probe or worry him. I let it go. It was me and him, talking like old times and shooting shit. Haf of brooklyn has asked. Half of brooklyn has degraded him, taken their sides and loudly stated their opinion. ------------------ I truly don't know what goes on between their conversations, their one on one romantic entanglements, their yearnings for each other. What raft will she let out when she sees his friends, her friends, their mutual buddies; lean on him. They are sick. She is a sick women. He a sick man. ************* *********** They need to go underground. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- He cheats on his girlfriend. I met her. she is beautiful. she is frinedly. She is considerate. She smiles. She is outgoing. He is a great friend. He is an awful disgusting boyfriend. However, he took care of me when I needed it most. What do I say to that? Both these boys are unfaithful and bad to their women. Both I have had an incredible fun trusting time with. | 
