| Stressed.
I know this stress. this is life stress.
But i don't know if i am projecting it into other parts of my life to make everything seem really bad.
gonna go write a letter to A and then get started in studying.
Get to sleep early for tomorrow.
Should wake up to find my final in my inbox. Like Magic, Yea! |
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| seriously I can't lay in bed without rolling back and forth and thinking about so many random things.
I don't think I'm going to sleep tonight.
Not well at least.
5:30 is going to suck. |
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| Liquor takes the shakes, shivers and fears away from laying in bed late at night.
And the early hours of dusk.
Train wreck.
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| Want to work out.
Lose weight.
Smoke a cigarette.
See my boyfriend.
Hang out without being judged for more than a minute.
Study.
Come to some cool self realization.
Excel in school.
Keep my 3.7 gpa
Open up.
Trust me. Let me trust in you.
Get over myself.
Believe in something, like me. And you.
Say yes to the dress.
Terrible TV show.
Some wedding dresses are so ugly!
Maybe thats just the reflection from the light on the camera.
School does not end.
Work does not begin.
5 year undergrad student.
I feel like I have been in here for too many years.
Jealous of everyone who did it in 3 and a half.
or just dropped it. |
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| call of duty commercial comes on with Eminem in the background.
makes me think of him. |
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